Tuesday, June 30, 2015

NBDE: Part I Results

I completed my board exam on June 13th, taking 6 hours, I felt okay about it leaving. I knew there was a lot I didn't know, but felt confident that I knew some things. I left feeling not horrible, which I thought was a good sign. I have waited ever so patiently these past couple of weeks to get my results. I kept psyching myself out thinking I didn't pass and what was I going to do if I had to go through studying all that all over again. Then I would think, oh I passed, and it's going to be glorious when I have that weight off my shoulders! But everyone kept asking me how I did and I honestly answered with I don't know.


Today, a lot of my classmates were telling me they got their results and that I should be expecting mine. I worked all day, so I didn't have a chance to check my mail until late. When I got home I opened my mailbox and on top of everything was the envelope with bold black letters saying "National Board Score Report Enclosed". I felt like I was going to puke and pass out at the same time. I slowly opened it and unfolded the single piece of paper inside. When I saw the word "pass" I nearly cried tears of relief. I said "thank you, Lord" because He had a huge part in that four-letter word. I am so relieved and excited that all my hard work and determination paid off so I can enjoy my second year of school. My dad texted me and said, "so you're a doctor now and now you have to learn to be a dentist". While I am no where near a doctor, I kind of feel like this year was more medical school than dental school. Now, I get to spend most of the time in the simulation clinic, instead of the classroom. I can have a life, workout, and spend time with my friends again! I am so incredibly blessed to be entering my second year of dental school at the age of 22, fighting the good fight. Thank you to everyone who has been praying for me, encouraging me, and pushing me this past year and especially these past few months of board studying. I couldn't have done it without you, and am truly blessed by all the friends and family I have in my life. I am honored by the love you all show me and am humbled by the support I am constantly given.



Enter His gates with thanksgiving, and His courts with praise! Give thanks to Him; Bless His name! -Psalm 100:4